back!

Finally back to my own home town…the historical city,called Malacca…after stying in Singapore for awhile,I’ve found out that life in Malacca is much more simple and easy…unlike Singapore…a city full of stress and prob..im not saying that singapore is no gud,its good also in the sense that all the stress could make u work harder to achieve wat u hoping for…although Malacca is a small city that have nothing much,but at least ppl lead an easy life here…then best thing is in Malacca,I can taste my momz cooking although its not that ‘good’ but its simple and nice…dnt nid to worry wat to eat for breakfast,lunch and dinner…everything is prepared..actually,that’s wat I hoping for also in my life…hoping to have a simple and easy life…simple in the sense that not too much stress and prob…abit of stress is good though..if theres no stress in live,wats the diff between a human and animal?how I wish I could find a place which combines the life style of Singapore and Malacca?it would be so perfect…=) sometimes Malacca is too boring…wen im in sg,I miss the life in Malacca,but when in Malacca,I miss the life in Singapore..sounds weird rite?thats human…when u have something new,u miss the old one…wen u get back the old one,u want a new wan…sometimes,I have no idea wat actually we human wants…what only can really satisfy us?here I am going to talk bout love AGAIN..phew~
When some one treated u well,u take it for granted…well now u r left alone,u feel lonely…ppl use to tell me,oh well I miss my single life…can do wat ever I want...having a gf is actually not that nice also…but when that particular person is single,starts to complain that omg,I feel so lonely…frens is not always free to acc me….so wat actually pl wants?if some one would ask me,wat I want…I would say,b with my love one..no regrets with this ans….having a person to acc,care and love u is always better than being alone….thats wat im thinking….last time I use to have this thinking also,when I have a gf,I want my single life….wen im single,I want to have a gf….one fine day,I lye down on my bed,asking myself,wat I want actually…pang wil kent,wat u want?finally,I come up to an ans..i want some one to care and love me…but now,I would lik to concerntrate on my studies….it sounds nerdy and so unreal,I know…but for now,that’s the onli thing I can do for my own good…love,I would say,js let it be..its yours,then its yours,if its not yours,no point forcing…in Malacca,I’ve been stying at home and think of lots of things….things that I dnt even have the time to think in singapore…finally come up to lots of ans to my quest…the only thing I wanna do now is try my best to quit smoking….ya,I know ppl would say,omg,this guy is bullshitting around..but,its for real…hopefully,I could stick to all these…
To my jie,I miss u so much….y u go till so far?ur bro here so lonely…no 1 to tok to…wanna tok to u so badly….last time lonely at least gt jie acc me tok…aft that feel btr..but now,it seems lik I have to face it myself…=(
Jie…ur silly bro always missing u…wish u all the best…
Anything better than being love is loving….trust me….