my life journal

2008-04-21T05:08:00.001-07:00

CRY TO UR MAMA SUCKERZ!!("hate the game,dnt hate the playa")

emo..

2008-02-14T23:30:00.000-08:00

hmmm...have not update my blog for awhile..emo again huh?wat to do,i lik to emo..emo rocks!so many things happen in this period..everything js come n go..n the one that always being left bhind is me..anyway,i've get use to it..so,no big deal ya...a brand new hair cut,brand new clothes,a brand new me,a brand new year..hopefully everything goes smoothly for me this year especially my love life..im so sick of it now...who would love me n care for me?i really wonder who...im always here waiting for that day....

“You may be disappointed if you fail but you are doomed if you don’t try.”

=)

2008-02-14T23:13:00.000-08:00

me and my bestfren,TIN outside taka chanel!=)
bestfren always ya!=)

ok kris,know wat?this is so WRONG!

ok...know what is this?obviously is a bottle...but,this bottle's owner make use of this bottle so well,n it turns into an ash tray..so cool huh?

TIN,THIS IS SO UNHEALTHY!!-.-

St.Francis Institution (SFI)

2008-01-15T05:05:00.000-08:00

went back to visit my school...still the same...miss schooling days in my school though...use to hide and wondering around in school...try to get rid of the dicipline teacher...or else...hair will be cut by him..haha..hmm...went back to school and purposely stay till school ends..once the bell rang,all the students run out fr class rooms like mad dogs...reminds me of last time..haha..anyway..sfi..best school ever..

back to scholling days..miss these food so much...finally..i went back to school js to eat these mee...haha...milo ice...and the mee is called *mi ta* which means big bowl of mee...only can get it in my school...guess wat...its only rm4 including the drink..haha..cheap and nice..still taste good though..been eating it for 5 years..and still lovin it..hehe

school moto:(Age Quod Agis)

which means,when you want to do something,do your best...

recent pix of me..=)

2008-01-09T05:11:00.000-08:00

finally..alil bit of smiling face fr this pix...XD

kent 08'

new passport pic i guess..haha

2008-01-03T05:16:00.000-08:00

weird me...

2008-01-03T05:10:00.000-08:00

best mint ever!roxx!!

cool box of marlboro fresh mint..=)

back!

2007-12-25T11:51:00.000-08:00

Finally back to my own home town…the historical city,called Malacca…after stying in Singapore for awhile,I’ve found out that life in Malacca is much more simple and easy…unlike Singapore…a city full of stress and prob..im not saying that singapore is no gud,its good also in the sense that all the stress could make u work harder to achieve wat u hoping for…although Malacca is a small city that have nothing much,but at least ppl lead an easy life here…then best thing is in Malacca,I can taste my momz cooking although its not that ‘good’ but its simple and nice…dnt nid to worry wat to eat for breakfast,lunch and dinner…everything is prepared..actually,that’s wat I hoping for also in my life…hoping to have a simple and easy life…simple in the sense that not too much stress and prob…abit of stress is good though..if theres no stress in live,wats the diff between a human and animal?how I wish I could find a place which combines the life style of Singapore and Malacca?it would be so perfect…=) sometimes Malacca is too boring…wen im in sg,I miss the life in Malacca,but when in Malacca,I miss the life in Singapore..sounds weird rite?thats human…when u have something new,u miss the old one…wen u get back the old one,u want a new wan…sometimes,I have no idea wat actually we human wants…what only can really satisfy us?here I am going to talk bout love AGAIN..phew~
When some one treated u well,u take it for granted…well now u r left alone,u feel lonely…ppl use to tell me,oh well I miss my single life…can do wat ever I want...having a gf is actually not that nice also…but when that particular person is single,starts to complain that omg,I feel so lonely…frens is not always free to acc me….so wat actually pl wants?if some one would ask me,wat I want…I would say,b with my love one..no regrets with this ans….having a person to acc,care and love u is always better than being alone….thats wat im thinking….last time I use to have this thinking also,when I have a gf,I want my single life….wen im single,I want to have a gf….one fine day,I lye down on my bed,asking myself,wat I want actually…pang wil kent,wat u want?finally,I come up to an ans..i want some one to care and love me…but now,I would lik to concerntrate on my studies….it sounds nerdy and so unreal,I know…but for now,that’s the onli thing I can do for my own good…love,I would say,js let it be..its yours,then its yours,if its not yours,no point forcing…in Malacca,I’ve been stying at home and think of lots of things….things that I dnt even have the time to think in singapore…finally come up to lots of ans to my quest…the only thing I wanna do now is try my best to quit smoking….ya,I know ppl would say,omg,this guy is bullshitting around..but,its for real…hopefully,I could stick to all these…
To my jie,I miss u so much….y u go till so far?ur bro here so lonely…no 1 to tok to…wanna tok to u so badly….last time lonely at least gt jie acc me tok…aft that feel btr..but now,it seems lik I have to face it myself…=(
Jie…ur silly bro always missing u…wish u all the best…
Anything better than being love is loving….trust me….

2007-12-08T00:32:00.000-08:00

SUBCREW.....

lack of cap...comming soon...yeah..=)

merry christmas to me..=)

2007-12-06T01:44:00.001-08:00

ho ho ho..merry christmas...more to come..XD

My new jeans and berms...=)

Lonely christmas..

2007-12-03T07:35:00.000-08:00

Here it comes again christmas....phew~
so fast its end of the year already huh....and christmas is around the corner..finally...the celebration i love the most...CHRISTMAS although im not a christian...love it because itz falls at the end of the year...when im free from school and everything...and all the decorations are so nice thou....but i guess this year christmas would be a lonely christmas for me i think...everyone will be with their love ones..i mean gf of course...always when christmas is around the corner,the wind is blowing so strong...although in asia there is no snow,but its so nice to hv someone u love being beside u and hugging him or her on the christmas eve night and wish each other merry christmas..well i wanted this so badly thou now...going dwn the street seeing every couple hugging each other and holding hands,making me feel more lonely ...haih...christmas should be a happy celebration,but not for me this year ...felt so lost...love my past christmas....but its already past..i wish i could turn back to my happy days....but i know im going through this year christmas alone..to all the couples out there,wish u all have a happy christmas with your love ones..appreciate the one that u have..when its gone,its too late to regret....trust me...merry christmas to all my dear frens...
*KENT*
*12.05am*

xD

2007-11-26T22:36:00.000-08:00

ME AND LEO SURVING SUMTHING SUMTHING?!

LOLZ...

Hell yes!

2007-11-26T21:55:00.000-08:00

NEARLY GET KILL IN THIS CAR!!But its a nice car thou....kekeke..

HYUNDAI TUSCANI!

good and evil..lolz

2007-11-25T02:11:00.001-08:00

FAVOURITE INNOCENT PICT OF ALL TIME....xp

FAVOURITE BAD PICT OF ALL TIME..xp

hong kong disneyland...

2007-11-25T02:04:00.000-08:00

FIRE WORKS..=)

TOOK IT AT HONG KONG DISNEYLAND....

2007-11-25T01:54:00.000-08:00

NEW CAR..TOYOTA ESTIMA...Xp

MY CUTE LIL DOGGY....=)

2007-11-14T21:30:00.000-08:00

People are the soul..blah blah blah...i lost my soul i think...(>_<)

Ooopzz....caught sleeping in class...muahaha!

*BOOKS ALL WET*

2007-11-14T03:35:00.000-08:00

Finally.....IPHONE in my hand!!x)

Birthday present...

2007-10-22T08:08:00.000-07:00

Herez a birthday present from AX from my lovely jie...Love it.=)
Thank you jie...i really like it..

Nice

2007-10-22T08:04:00.000-07:00

A tee bought from Thailand for me from my jie..=)
DRINK BEER AND GET HIGH AGAIN!><

love is just like a puzzel...

2007-10-20T08:53:00.000-07:00

Hope...Love...Faith...whatz the defination of love?can u guys explain to me?how many types of love we have in this world?how many?how can we express or show the love to some1 else?ya...i know everyone knows what is love...and i know everyone knows to differentiate there are how many types of love..but,not everyone know how to express love...in a love life...there is always hope,before and after love...when u are loving some1,you must have faith on that particular person...hmmm...for example,i hope to have a gal that love me,care for me and always be there when i need some1...if i really found such gal,i still have the hope in me,which is i hope we would last forever and treasure each other..no mtr what,there is always hope...faith is important as well..,if u have no faith in the one you love,then,i dnt think that particular relationship would last long...im giving a conclusion based on my experience and also by what happens around me...im not saying that im so call love specialist or anything,because,me myself get lost as well in this love life..Love is just a short simple word,but what i could bring is not as simple as it looks like..im wondering,we are actually playing the game of love or the game of love is playing us...in love,i realise,we people would consider lots of things..such as,age,distance,money,race,tall,short,handsome,pretty,ugly and many more...

Some people might think that,oh,i want a rich bf or gf,or mayb,i want an older bf or gf..etc...for me,i would say that all these factors is not important...because,i know that as long as u really love that particular person,and that particular person really love u as well,then there are no worries bout all this factors...but among all these factors,i realise the distance factor is the only one that always causes a relationship to end..and this happened on me as well..anyway,it is depends on u urself wether do u want to let these factors to affect u or not..love some times could be seen unfair..some times u might ask urself,y after i sacrificed so much,yet i still get hurt..and from here,these people would start having their own conclusion whereby,there is no good guys or there is no good gals anymore...is it real?i dnt think so..love is unfair,if u love some1,u would probably do anything js to see the one that u love smile and be happy..this is what u call as the power of love..the most suffering part in love is missing the one that u love and also loving some1 secretly...for me,the one that i miss the most now is my family,my jevvice jie and probably some1 else...i dnt know who...for all my dear friends out there,always remember,we are playing the love game and not being play by the love game..do ur best,love to the max...then,no matter what happens,u would have no regrets,because,u tried ur best...

love is just like a puzzel..up to u,wether u want to join it up or js leave it as how it supposed to be..it might take some time and energy,but once it is completed,it would be a very "beautiful piece of puzzel"..(love)

~“If there is anything better than being loved, it is loving~

~“You may be disappointed if you fail,but you are doomed if you don’t try.”~

~KENT~

william,me,leo and bibi on my birthday..

2007-10-15T08:21:00.000-07:00

Heres 3 of my good friend on my birthday...William,Leo and Bibi..im so happy that they make it to my birthday...honestly,3 of them really help me out alot in singapore..3 of them is the only good friend i have in singapore...i still remember the 1st day of class in MDIS...4 of us,dnt know each other...the 1st person i know in the class is william..because me and him is like so lost in the class,so quite...then slowly we get to know each other...i still remember we smoke 2gtr for the 1st time..lols....then...after the class started not long,suddenly,bibi came up with a trip to SENTOSA..ah ha...from there me and william start to know her although we end up never appear for the trip..hahaha...hey,bibi,the 1st time i saw u in class,i really never ever thought that u r a MALAYSIAN also..lolz...hmmm...them 3 of us get so close with each other...eat and smoke 2gtr all the time...bout bibi,shez a very nice gal friend..always there to help her friends out when ever she can..then slowly,leo came into our group....the most good looking guy in our class..probably the most good looking in the whole school...FOR REAL!from there,4 of us get so close...now,bibi is no longer in class..me.william and leo felt something is missing without her...hmmm..it was js like yesterday we just know each other and now already we are having our last sem already..time really flies...anyway,thanks alot my dear friends..=)

my lovely jie and imy..

2007-10-14T10:36:00.000-07:00

Herez my lovely jie,Jevvice and her friend,Imy...Imy...hmmm...i dnt know much bout her,what i know is she can fall asleep anywhere...*even in club* haha...shez a very quiet girl...first day she was so scary,because she dont really talks..i wonder y...haha...but after the 1st day,it is much better...she and jie always would laugh their ass off when i speaks indian english..nice to see them laugh..always call me tambi now huh..anyway,although i dnt know her for long and well,one thing im sure,shez a nice girl...probably i would describe her as plain jane..anyway,itz so nice to get to know her...now,here goes bout my this sis,she is a VERY NICE girl...pretty as well...jie,thanks for giving me advise and have trust in me..im proud to have u as my sis...every time im down or have any problems,she always there to comfort me and give me advice..i wonder,what if i never met her b4...it would be a big lost for me..jie,i really wanna thank u so much...always i have any problems,she would always there to talk with me..every time after talking to her,i felt better...what a silly brother she have huh?thats y she always call me silly bro..haih..im like so lost now...feel so lonely again...i really dont like this place..=( jevvice jie and Imy stay in singapore is already over..and here i am,back to alone again..i was so happy when they were here...both of them really brighten up my every single day when they were here..days just past so fast...how good if i could stop down the time...hope that i did manage to give u girls a pleasent stay when u girls in singapore..jie,thanks alot for the present u bought for me...Jevvice jie,the one that i would love the most...always pray hard for her..

*when im writting this blog,its 2am in the morning,after they left*
*miss them so much*
*lonely*

LOVE BOTH OF YOU..TAKE GOOD CARE..KENT(2.05am)

me....

2007-10-14T10:19:00.000-07:00

Here i am..an ordinary guy that get so lost in this fucking world...dnt know what im looking for..some times,i would ask myself,what i want in life??y things in life would always keep changing?y cant everything just remain at how it suppose to be?things change way out of my expectation from the day i step out from my secondary school life..hmmm..mayb this is what u call life..friends and love life..im so tired of all this two changes in my life..i really hope that this two things in my life would just remains as how it should be..now,im in a fucking 'island' by myself..luckily,i met afew good friends here..bibi,adi and william,if u all come across my this blog,theres one thing i wanna tell u all..thanks for helping me so much..i owe u guys damn much..i will never forget...thanks alot..from my bottom of my heart,i appreaciate it so much..i hope the 4 of us could remains like this forever..i really hope that there would be no changes between 4 of us..love life..i wonder could i find someone who really loves me or not..it seems so hard now...i dont ask for much..i just wanna have a simple and happy life..at least some 1 to let me hug when im down..hope that day will come..im lonely here...no one to talk to..always in my own world..thats me....KENT

*i dont want the world to see me,because i dont tink they understand..when everything meant to be broken,i just want you to know who i am*